Why do you have to inform me...?

Dinner buffet...!!!

Was with D and his gang for buffet dinner at Penang Times Square today...~ It was nice but a bit pricey... Have to tighten tummy for a few days to earn about RM60 to have this evening...~ Its kind of funny... Last time I do hear people saying that behind me or in front of me... Whereas I can go and have anything I want anytime before thinking...~ Now... I am just like them...~ Need to plan... Need to think... need to spend wisely and save...~

In a way, my thinking changed I guess...~ Now I can really know how people who can't afford something nice... when save and then get to it... Appreciate it even more...~ Really enjoy the nice and eat to my heart content...~ Make sure I eat a lot and not let every cent that I have paid come to a waste... Just 'hentam' everything... Last time being picky, don't go for oyster, or cockles... Today... to get every penny worth... I tried all those things and realize... Hey... they are not bad...~

Throughout the meal, things were nice... I was so full until I feel like vomiting... The food was filled to my neck...~ till halfway... Received a message from BN...~ Informing me that on 24-28 April he will be coming up...~ Just informing me so that I could take counter measure if I need to avoid him etc...~

Then my whole mood collapse... BN is coming to Penang... Why...? BN has a new lover...? Coming for honeymoon with his lover...? Coming up with colleagues...? Coming up with his housemate...? I don't know... so many questions...~ Me...? Avoid him...? Yeah...~ True... I don't want to travel back to KL... to get back memories of BN and I... I don't want to travel back to KL to bump into him and feel awkward...~ I just want to evade and stay away as far from him... To move on... to erase him off...~ Where I don't think of him for a day...~

But wherever I run...~ Currently it seems that I can't run away from my part... Even I try to avoid... In the end, it comes and find me...~

Sigh...~

In the end... went to took ice-cream... even though full...~ still had 6 scoops of ice cream...~ A way of making myself happy... Ice-cream is the way...~ I don't know why...~ but my remedy so far...~

Anyway...~ Hope I can forget that BN is coming up...~ Just let my day passed as usual...~