Recently knew a new guy... SL...~
Well... not only SL... knew a few... or maybe a bit more guys than usual... Did went out with a few person... but this SL... I don't know what is different about him...~
Younger... very young... 22 years old... 7 years difference... I usually can't accept... Most probably for now is puppy love...~ For me...~
Suddenly confessing something on Facebook made me feel... Wow...~ this guy is awesome...~ Got the guts...
First meeting, SL told me SL had feelings... (mostly everyone has...)
2nd meeting... even more...~ and SL like me...~
My feelings...? I am feeling something in return...~
SL did something... Changed all SL time table to match mine... I just knew it on Sunday when we were having dinner... (Our 3rd outing) SL was trying to accommodate and move into my life...~ Just to know me better... to get closer to me...
It is so like BN... when I first knew BN... My heart was moved... I got attracted...
And now... again... it happens with SL... but for now... I need to know... this feeling I am having... is it for SL... or re-living BN time with me... and the feelings I have over SL is not real...~
There are a lot of things to settle to... if we both were to make ends meet... Our enemy... My enemy now... is time...~ Time is short at my side... But then... SL is willing to do some sacrifices...~ Wow...~ This is really something... and I feel I am falling...~
I wonder...~
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