Class class class... 9am - 5pm...~
That's my life for the next one month...~
Went for Yoga/Pilates class today with Ryan...~ First time... But seriously, it was quite fun so I think I shall be committed to it...~ It was really painful as my muscle really stretched... But I also realize... Gosh...~ all this while all my muscle were so tense up...~ Many pose I couldn't do...~ and this really shows that my muscles are not really worked up all these while...~ Ding Dong...~ Knock knock...~ time to wake up and realize how unfit my body is...~ And something has to be done...~
After yoga, had dinner with Ryan and we talk about BN calling me yesterday...~ Sometimes it is nice to have someone to stand by your side and listen and give their opinions... Especially when you feel alone...~
After that... Tantart called...~ one of my heng tai...~ Long time didn't hear from him...~ Of all the heng tai... currently Lulu and I the only who are still single and doesn't have a lover yet...~ Just broke off... and I don't think anyone can replace the spot in my heart yet... Usually when I break off, I will feel emptiness in my heart... Need something to fill in so I don't feel anymore emptiness... But somehow I have been brain washing myself until my heart doesn't feel empty... it got stoned...~ and that's why no one can fill in my heart cause a hard rock is inside...~ Thus, it means... I may like someone but that someone still doesn't have a place in my heart...~
Another thing I shall do in my life and it is...~ To get baptized...! ^^ contacted Grace today but not free to meet her this two weeks so will have to wait for after two weeks to meet up and discuss about me taking up baptism...~ I want to start becoming a good Christian already... I hope...~
Actually, all this while I am not ready to get baptized because to me... Once I am... it means I am committed to the Lord... and I shall stop my old ways of life and move into the life of the light...~ But still... I am thinking twice about doing the baptism... its like going up to a temple and wanting to be a monk to leave the world behind...~ Too exaggerating...~ Don't bother me...~
Won't be blogging anytime soon cause will be spending time with a friends of mine who is coming up to Penang...~ Going to get busy until Sunday...~
Even Sunday and Monday I have plans...
Sunday, visiting a café shop and Monday, having dinner with Justin gor...~ Long time didn't keep in contact with Justin gor and I wonder how is he...~ It has been 8 years we known each other...~ And that is long...~
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